I remember applying to the Society of Jesus about 27 years ago and in one of the interviews, I was asked, so why are you applying? And clumsily, I sputtered out some platitudes but one statement annoyed the Jesuit priest interviewing me. I said something like, I am a sinful person, wounded, fallen, and only God is calling me to the Society to take care of me, to heal me. “What? You think the Society is a hospital, a psychiatric ward?” And I froze. But I’m sure that interviewer would be freezing now what with Pope Francis calling the Church a field hospital. Or maybe, he would have read by now Henry Nouwen writing about all of us being wounded healers.
But I remember that interview because in the readings today, we are confronted by this giant of a man that is Elijah, the greatest prophet of Israel. Even John the Baptist in the new testament was just a reiteration of the fearless man of God. As characterized by the Bible, Elijah and John seem to be the standards of the faith against whom we ought to measure up. Certainly they were courageous in proclaiming the word of God; they spoke to power as we say now, Elijah against King Ahab, his powerful queen Jezebel, and the prophets of Baal; John the Baptist against Herod and the Roman empire. Listen to the words with which the Prophet Sirach from the first reading described Elijah: he was like a fire, his words were a flaming furnace, he was awesome in his wondrous deeds and his glory has no equal. Wow! Such high standard indeed. And it is Elijah and his “reincarnation” as it were, John the Baptist, who meet us during the early days of Advent and challenge us to prepare for the coming of the Lord. They can appear to be like fierce lions guarding the opening of the cave where Jesus would be born, snarling at you: “Are you really worthy to see the Lord?” Indeed, these advent figures can be daunting to us.
Until we remember that Elijah fled from Queen Jezebel for fear of his life for days on end. And out of exhaustion and fear, he went into depression and even asked God to take his life already. Oh, so, the almighty prophet had feet of clay as well! He had moments of weakness and vulnerability like us. John the Baptist was human too. Languishing in jail, at Herod’s order, John heard of Jesus and began nursing doubts and apprehensions whether Jesus was the messiah or whether he was doing it correctly because rather than hurling fire and brimstones at the Jews, Jesus was wining and dining with them. These accounts of course do not subtract anything from the greatness of these prophets of God. But these make them very human like us. They too needed to be saved. They too did not just proclaim the Word but also needed to hear it and receive it as well.
So when we encounter them again one of these days of Advent, before we get scared off by them and their over the top personalities, I hope we remember that they are guides, or co-pilgrims or co-seekers on our way to the crib. They too are wounded and broken and in need of the salvation that comes at Christmas. AMEN.
Homily delivered by Fr. Emmanuel “Nono” Alfonso, SJ
14 December 2024
Saturday, Second Week of Advent
Cenacle Retreat House