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Filomena
Homily delivered by Fr. Jett Villarin, SJ on the occasion of Sr Meny’s Golden Jubilee Celebration I do not know if Meny entered the Cenacle 50 years ago in mini skirt. Minis were in vogue back then. What I heard though was Sr Angie, her novice mistress, chiding her (gently I can imagine) if she could please lengthen her skirt a few more inches. Can you imagine Meny in a mini? When I first met her, it was in the college chapel, early 80s. I do not remember what she was wearing (wala na yung mini skirt) but something about her exuded feminine elegance. Ay madre, sabi ko sa loob. Madre pala. As the colegiala Bubbles would realize some years later, may ganoon palang madre. Walang belo, eleganteng simple, magandang sapatos. Meny is probably cringing inside now. Meny will be the first person here to insist that she does not want to be the center of attention today. Yes it is her golden jubilee but today also celebrates the queenship of our Lady. Si Maria, hindi sya ang reyna. Meny would rather recede so we can remember to honor Mary the unpretentious mother of our Lord, who wanted nothing more than to be God’s humble servant offering only her fiat of love. And so honor Mary we shall. Today’s jubilee is also our thanksgiving to Mary mother of our Lord, queen of heaven and earth. We celebrate her queenship that is unlike any other. Quiet, hidden, maternal, vigilant, as it was in the upper room with the disciples, the first cenacle. We give thanks for such a queenship that is not over us but one marked with deep faith, unassuming service, loving devotion. Mary’s queenship inspires us to offer our own fiat of love. Like mother, like child. Like Mary, like sisters of the Cenacle. Like Mary, like Meny. And like Meny, we will move off-center. After all, we are not the center of our lives. We will heed her when she tells us, please look, look instead at the One I love. Look to the One who has loved me all these years. Look at the One to whom I have promised all of my life. Turn your heart to the One who has my heart. This is not to say we are not in Meny’s heart. All of us here today know that we are in hers as she is in ours. Meny will be the first to confess that one of her most cherished gifts in life is our friendship with her. The love of friends, she says, is love that is free. There is no coercion in the giving or receiving, no quid pro quo or entitled exchange when friends love. Look to the One who has loved me all these years. The love of Christ has meant all the world to Meny. Her name is Filomena, rooted perhaps in the Greek philoumene, “the loved one”, “beloved”. Beloved of us, beloved of Christ, Meny would dearly want us to believe that this too is our name. We are beloved of each other. We too are God’s beloved. And so, however long it might take us, we will let the love of Christ mean all the world to us. Look at the One I love, the One to whom I have promised all of my life. Surely, promising her love has not been without loss or sorrow. Some of us here have been privileged to have caught some of her tears. And yet here she stands, for all her worries and feelings of inadequacy. Despite her anxious and nerviosa self, still she risks her love in return for love. Today once more she professes: here but for the grace of God I am, for the One I love. I am here only because of Him who has my heart. And so turn we shall to the One who has Meny’s heart. Then might we realize we are here only by the grace of God. Then might we confess how we lose our way, walking the darkness were it not for the light of our Lord. Gladly, generously by the grace of God we live. Faithfully, forever but for the grace of God we love. In the Gospel today, we hear once more Mary’s fiat of love: “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” After all these years, what has God done to you, Meny? Ano ang ginawa ng Diyos sa iyo, Meny? Knowing her, most probably she would say, of all the things he has done to me, the only thing that matters really is that he has loved me. Thank you Meny. Gratefully but for the grace of God, we will turn to the One who has your heart. Queenship of Mary Jose Ramon T VIllarin SJ Pentecost Church 22 Aug 2022
A Reflection of a First-Timer’s Silent Retreat Experience
I recently came from an INDIVIDUAL GUIDED SILENT RETREAT! ✨ Suki ata ako ng retreat, I realized. I counted and I’ve been in maybe 20-25 group retreats as a retreatant or as a servant in the last few years. But an individual, guided silent retreat? I wasn’t sure what to expect. I’ve learned to come into retreats with no real expectations other than openness to God. And when you have no expectations, you open yourself to the possibility of being surprised. The Lord has been impressing on me my need to be ministered to. Being in ministry, we tend to give a lot of our time and ourselves to others, sometimes to the point of burnout (when we fail to set healthy boundaries). In talking and praying with people, we constantly ask the Lord, “What do You want me to say to him/her?” or “How can I be of service to others?” But it’s important to let ourselves— in humility— take time off every now and then. To first receive love from Him. To cut down the noise and listen to what He wants to say to us in prayer. To be a Mary sitting at the Lord’s feet. To let God tend to and minister to our own weary hearts. I think prayerful retreats are the equivalent of when Jesus, after preaching to crowds and performing miracles, would go off to lonely places to rest and gather strength for the work up ahead (I have a theory Jesus was an introvert, but that’s for another time 😛). To spend time in prayer and commune with His Father. The individual, guided retreat format was a refreshing surprise; tailored to my specific needs and concerns. I’ve been extolling its virtues to my friends (mga suki din ng group retreats) since! I’d have an appointed time to talk with my retreat guide and spiritual director once a day and based on what we talked about, she’d prayerfully discern what God— the ultimate Spiritual Director— might be inviting me to. Then she’d give me prayer points to consider for the next days. It made me feel so ✨special✨. As someone usually on the giving end of ministry, this time I’m the one receiving. It’s like the Lord turning His focused attention on me and saying, “Hey, I have something to give to YOU. I want to be of service to YOU.” So you sit there and just take it in, relishing and basking in the love God so generously gives. And perhaps for us ministers… sometimes… just sometimes… you don’t *always* have to immediately share it with others. Allow yourself to be loved by God. Let it linger. As a friend (a religious sister) told me post-retreat: CHERISH it. SAVOR it. Wag mong i-ping-pong agad sa iba (or kay Lord). He would want us to receive. I also came out of the retreat with a deeper appreciation for the ministry of accompaniment. How valuable it is to have someone praying, listening, and journeying with you, even in the sometimes solitary paths the Lord takes you. 🥹 Much love to the Cenacle Sisters for the wonderful retreat experience (but this is not a sponsored post lol) and to my SD (whom I met face-to-face for the first time after months of online spiritual direction) 💖 Thank you for being God’s instruments of grace to me! Submitted by: Regina Silva on August 2, 2022 She is an animator who uses her gifts to evangelize and help others make sense of their experiences through her art. Follow her FB page here: https://www.facebook.com/regsilva.art
Cenacle Ministry of Prayer
Remembering Someone Special in this Season In this season of Advent and Christmas, we remember God’s Goodness through the many people who have helped us in this painful and difficult months. Angels who have journeyed with us throughout this year. A way to express our love, gratitude and appreciation for their presence and care, we bless them by enrolling them in the Cenacle Ministry of Prayer: A conscious will of praying together as a larger community, with the Cenacle Sisters, where the interests of the Church and persons are made the subject of continual intercession before God. Due to high demand of enrolment during this time, we are open to receive bulk / early submissions so as to ensure quality and proper reception of requests. The suggested offering for each enrollment is only P100/ Christmas card exclude ‘delivery charges’. NOTE: Mary & Child Christmas is not available at the moment. Please complete the form below and our staff will connect with you for confirmation and pick up: Call our office at 70059220 or Viber / Whatsapp / SMS us at 0917 570 3349 For more information about our Prayer Ministry and other options for enrolment: http://www.cenaclephilsing.org/prayer-enrollment/
Blessed Feast to All
Thank you for praying the Novena to the Blessed Trinity through the intercession of St. Thérèse Couderc with us! Let us continue this journey of hope together: On the journey. . . seek the light of the day, heaven’s blessing we pray may God’s fortune descend. We seek the Lord of the way. On the journey. . . seeking shelter from storms, safe be the tide shield us from darkness and harm. God, be the hope of our life. On the journey. . . call all races, all creeds; crossing mountains and streams give thanks for all we receive. God of the heavens and seas. On the journey. . . bless the bread shared for all, we rest in sleep we see your beauty at dawn. Great is the heart of our God! The sun shall rise and let its shadows fall Deep in the night, all people hear God’s call Rejoice, rejoice, let all our hearts be free Rejoice, rejoice, let all the world believe The risen Lord now calls us to prosper in his peace. Homily from Fr. James Gascon, SJ on the feast day celebration of St. Thérèse Couderc: St. Thérèse Couderc speaks to a world marked by three characteristics: insensitivity, self-entitlement and unlimitedness. In her humility, she offers us 3 ways to counteract these tendencies in the world: 1. Presence and Accompaniment, 2. Listening and Attentiveness, and 3. Communion and Solidarity. These gifts are precisely what she has given to the Cenacle, and they are what the Cenacle offers the world today. Above all, these gifts point to the most important grace that St. Thérèse received, and that is the conviction that God is Good. God is goodness.
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Transforming Gentleness: the Grace of St. Thérèse Couderc
Homily of Fr. Daniel Patrick Huang, SJ on 26 September 2020, Feast of St. Thérèse Couderc in Rome. I hope you don’t mind, but this afternoon, I would like to reflect a little on your Mother, St. Thérèse Couderc, as a water purifier or filter. I realize that it’s not a very dignified or poetic image, but I hope that it helps explain what has struck me most these days about St. Thérèse: what I would call her transforming gentleness or her fruitful non-violence. A water purifier. This is not an original image, but one I learned from the spiritual writer Ron Rolheiser when he describes how the suffering of Jesus on the cross takes away the sins of the world. How does Jesus, the grain of wheat who dies, bring forth new life? Rolheiser suggests he does what a water purifier or a water filter does. “It takes in the water that contains impurities, dirt, toxins and occasional poisons.” The filter “does not simply let the water flow through it.” It “holds the dirt and toxins inside of itself and gives back only the pure water.” (1) This is what Jesus does on the cross: he holds in himself, bears in himself, the hatred, envy, anger, and violence of humanity, and instead of simply passing it on, somehow purifies all this in his own person, so that what flows out of him instead is love, graciousness, blessing, forgiveness, peace. Doesn’t this describe too what Thérèse Couderc lived in her sufferings? Reading various accounts of her life, I couldn’t help but be struck by the suffering and humiliation she went through, at the hands of a Jesuit Provincial and her own sisters. Looking back, one can see that Fr. Renault’s decision to replace Thérèse as superior general and foundress with a rich widow who had barely begun novitiate was not only ill advised but actually idiotic! What was he thinking? Till today, the writers I consulted struggle to explain Mother Charlotte Contenet’s inexplicable animosity towards Thérèse. I found myself asking: Why didn’t Thérèse fight back? She certainly would have had reason and justice on her side. Or why didn’t she just leave? Why didn’t she just start again, with a group of more congenial companions? Earlier accounts of Thérèse explain her response as humility: Thérèse as “une grande humble.” This seems to have been what was emphasized in her canonization process 50 years ago. But, as some of your sisters have pointed out (2), these accounts tend to speak of the humility of Thérèse in terms of uncomplaining submission, self-abasement, blind obedience to ecclesiastical authority, usually male. Although there is no doubt that Thérèse was deeply humble, this version of humility sounds suspiciously ideological. The more I reflected, the more I realized that Thérèse’s silent suffering was, in fact, less self-abasement, and more like the Gospel beatitude of meekness, what I have called transforming gentleness or fruitful nonviolence. Like her Lord, her dying was akin to the work of the water purifier. Instead of responding to stupidity, prejudice, pettiness, injustice in an aggressive, violent way, which would have continued the cycle of violence, Thérèse takes in all this and holds it in herself, and through the workings of grace in her deepest person, gives back instead kindness, reconciliation, peace, new life. By somehow absorbing in her person all this negativity, at great personal cost to herself, she kept the fragile congregation she so loved alive and united, for the sake of the work she so believed in, the revolutionary, till-that-time-unheard-of work of women religious giving the Spiritual Exercises. Even towards the end of her life, when she went through her “dark night” and could be seen weeping while she prayed for hours in the chapel in Lyons, she brought into her person all the pain and suffering of the Church, her beloved France, humanity estranged from its Creator. Somehow, mysteriously, like a water filter, what emerged from her was light and peace. There is that lovely story of the troubled novice who saw Thérèse in the novitiate in Versailles in 1880, not knowing who the elderly religious was, only seeing somehow light emanating from her, and feeling a deep sense of peace when that older sister looked into her eyes. (3) That this process involved crucifying pain for Thérèse seems clear. How did she do it? Where did she get the inner strength to respond with transforming gentleness to what would have provoked many of us to retaliation or escape? One of the favorite words of our former Superior General, Fr. Adolfo Nicolas, was the word depth, depth in the midst of a world of distraction and superficiality. I believe too that depth is the only word to describe Thérèse Couderc. Although her vision of goodness and her Se Livrer came decades later, those two documents capture the depth of her vision and her love throughout her life. Unlike many of us who can only see the surface of things and events, Thérèse was blessed with a vision that pierced beneath the surface to perceive the infinite goodness of God, like “letters of gold,” (4) gleaming and beautiful, present and active in the depths of all reality. And unlike those of us whose attention and desire are distracted and captured by so many lesser things, Thérèse was a profoundly centered woman, whose loving act of total surrender meant being so spiritually free that she held nothing back from God and lived completely from and for God. Because of the depth of her vision and the depth of her love, Thérèse was able to respond with depth to the events, even the most painful and difficult, of her life. Perhaps that is the reason why she so valued the ministry of the Exercises that her sisters were engaged in. It is precisely a ministry of depth that invites people to delve deeply into themselves to see the good God at work in their lives and in their world, and to respond with loving surrender to this
Your Light Must Shine
Today we have a beautiful set of readings beginning from the Book of Kings, describing how the brook near where Elijah was hiding ran dry, and how he was instructed by God to move to a certain place where a widow will provide for him. Listen to the dialogue of the widow and Elijah; read between the lines: “Please bring me a cup of water” Elijah asked. That was easy to do and doable, so the widow went. Then Elijah asked for more “please bring me some bread”. From this untimely request, what can we sense within the heart of the widow? Stay with her in her suffering and struggle as she contemplated her plight, as when she had to explain that “when we (she and son) have eaten, we shall die” – this meal was to be their last: she was hanging on to her last thread of hope, awaiting and even preparing for the full blow of the crisis ahead. “Do not be afraid” says Elijah, giving us a clue to what was going on inside of her at this time. Then, “Go…” Contemplating this widow’s situation, are we reminded of times when we, too, were hanging on to our last thread of hope and life? Literally it could be food that would be our last meal; or maybe an overseas student’s allowance running out; or a struggle with a relationship, a coping with sickness, or hurting from a broken heart or a failed endeavour; or being reminded of a disappointing past, etc. Contemplating the widow’s plight, we see how she struggles now to share her last meal with a stranger. Observe how she does what Elijah proposed; spend some time with her in the kitchen: what was happening in her heart? Did she really believe in this stranger? Would you? You might wish to have a conversation with her. In this story, let us once again hear the affirming words of God through this text “Do not be afraid”. Like the widow in whose heart the presence of a stranger ignited trust, can we trust that the unexpected can bring hope and life? And because she trusted, she gave generously, and her generosity saved them all! Relating this to the call of the Gospel today: “your light must shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your heavenly Father,” consider what risks you struggle with, as you respond to these reflection questions: What is your greatest fear these days? How have you responded to stranger(s) visiting you? What miracles have you seen so far? Trust, which allows us to respond to the call to be light that shines, is always rooted in a lived experience. It comes from having a storehouse of memories where this trust is learned. #goodness #gratitude #miracles #share







