Homily
Sr. Mari’s Jubilee
Homily delivered by Fr. Roger Champoux, SJ on the occasion of Sr Mari’s Golden Jubilee Celebration It seems to be the Jubilee Season! I got curious and tried to find out about this word “jubilee” when we “jubilate” and celebrate. When did we learn to “jubilate”? The term comes from Hebrew and refers to the horn of a ram, which was used like a trumpet to mark important Jewish celebrations. And if you are also curious, you will find the word “jubilee” in the Book of Leviticus (chapter 25), yes, Leviticus, not the most interesting book of the Bible! The Jubilee was actually an amazing invention of Israel. It was first of all related to creation: it came after “seven times seven years,” which makes 49 years, something like the fullness of time. It was meant as a feast for the people, especially the poor. The people were to blow the trumpet in the whole country on that Day of the Great Forgiveness and proclaim “liberation for all the inhabitants.” They were to recall not only the gift of Creation but also the liberation from slavery in Egypt and do various things to restore peace and justice in their Land. This is what Jesus is alluding to during his opening SONA in the Temple of Nazareth: “The Spirit of the Lord is upon me (the Spirit of Creation and Re-Creation evidently), he has anointed me to bring the good news to the poor, to proclaim liberty to captives, (…) to proclaim a year of favor (grace) from the Lord.” This is the Jubilee Year, the Good News, the Year of Grace and Freedom, the time of the Kingdom… Even if in reality, that famous “Jubilee Year” may not have been really celebrated as it was intended, it is important to remember that it was a reminder not only of the gift of Creation but also of the gift of freedom granted by Yahweh to His people—freedom from oppression, from poverty, from injustice, from all forms of evil. It is a celebration of God’s active presence in the life of His people and a reminder that we have to live accordingly, in gratitude and in service. And this liberation, from Egypt and slavery, brought along the gift of the Promised Land. The Jubilee brings with it a grandiose vision of God’s Love for us and of his Dream for us. How far are we from Sr. Mari’s Jubilee? Her jubilee, all our silver and gold and platinum and sometimes diamond jubilees, are small and simple, but they belong to a much bigger story, the presence of God in our lives and history. And today, we honor the gift of Mary, a simple girl in her family and culture but a great gift for us and for our human family. It is her birthday today: one more child born into the world… simple and poor and unknown… But she was to have a major role in God’s dream for us: to let him be even more the “Emmanuel,” the God with us, the God like us who spoke our human language. Every little jubilee re-opens our minds not only to our own stories, simple as they are, but to the presence and action of a loving God who is always finding ways to bring us to Him and to one another. It happened to Mary, it happened to Mari, it happens to each of us. Each one of us has a little part to play in this Great Drama of Holy History, and we “jubilate” with gratitude when we remember this. So our jubilees belong to a much bigger story, from the gift of creation to the gift of Jesus and the Kingdom, and of course, of his Mother, our Mother too. No wonder we “jubilate” in a Jubilee: we remember, and we are filled with gratitude. And we renew our desire to be of the Great Dream of God for each ad everyone of us. Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary Roger Champoux SJ Cenacle Retreat House 8 Sep 2022
Filomena
Homily delivered by Fr. Jett Villarin, SJ on the occasion of Sr Meny’s Golden Jubilee Celebration I do not know if Meny entered the Cenacle 50 years ago in mini skirt. Minis were in vogue back then. What I heard though was Sr Angie, her novice mistress, chiding her (gently I can imagine) if she could please lengthen her skirt a few more inches. Can you imagine Meny in a mini? When I first met her, it was in the college chapel, early 80s. I do not remember what she was wearing (wala na yung mini skirt) but something about her exuded feminine elegance. Ay madre, sabi ko sa loob. Madre pala. As the colegiala Bubbles would realize some years later, may ganoon palang madre. Walang belo, eleganteng simple, magandang sapatos. Meny is probably cringing inside now. Meny will be the first person here to insist that she does not want to be the center of attention today. Yes it is her golden jubilee but today also celebrates the queenship of our Lady. Si Maria, hindi sya ang reyna. Meny would rather recede so we can remember to honor Mary the unpretentious mother of our Lord, who wanted nothing more than to be God’s humble servant offering only her fiat of love. And so honor Mary we shall. Today’s jubilee is also our thanksgiving to Mary mother of our Lord, queen of heaven and earth. We celebrate her queenship that is unlike any other. Quiet, hidden, maternal, vigilant, as it was in the upper room with the disciples, the first cenacle. We give thanks for such a queenship that is not over us but one marked with deep faith, unassuming service, loving devotion. Mary’s queenship inspires us to offer our own fiat of love. Like mother, like child. Like Mary, like sisters of the Cenacle. Like Mary, like Meny. And like Meny, we will move off-center. After all, we are not the center of our lives. We will heed her when she tells us, please look, look instead at the One I love. Look to the One who has loved me all these years. Look at the One to whom I have promised all of my life. Turn your heart to the One who has my heart. This is not to say we are not in Meny’s heart. All of us here today know that we are in hers as she is in ours. Meny will be the first to confess that one of her most cherished gifts in life is our friendship with her. The love of friends, she says, is love that is free. There is no coercion in the giving or receiving, no quid pro quo or entitled exchange when friends love. Look to the One who has loved me all these years. The love of Christ has meant all the world to Meny. Her name is Filomena, rooted perhaps in the Greek philoumene, “the loved one”, “beloved”. Beloved of us, beloved of Christ, Meny would dearly want us to believe that this too is our name. We are beloved of each other. We too are God’s beloved. And so, however long it might take us, we will let the love of Christ mean all the world to us. Look at the One I love, the One to whom I have promised all of my life. Surely, promising her love has not been without loss or sorrow. Some of us here have been privileged to have caught some of her tears. And yet here she stands, for all her worries and feelings of inadequacy. Despite her anxious and nerviosa self, still she risks her love in return for love. Today once more she professes: here but for the grace of God I am, for the One I love. I am here only because of Him who has my heart. And so turn we shall to the One who has Meny’s heart. Then might we realize we are here only by the grace of God. Then might we confess how we lose our way, walking the darkness were it not for the light of our Lord. Gladly, generously by the grace of God we live. Faithfully, forever but for the grace of God we love. In the Gospel today, we hear once more Mary’s fiat of love: “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” After all these years, what has God done to you, Meny? Ano ang ginawa ng Diyos sa iyo, Meny? Knowing her, most probably she would say, of all the things he has done to me, the only thing that matters really is that he has loved me. Thank you Meny. Gratefully but for the grace of God, we will turn to the One who has your heart. Queenship of Mary Jose Ramon T VIllarin SJ Pentecost Church 22 Aug 2022
A Reflection of a First-Timer’s Silent Retreat Experience
I recently came from an INDIVIDUAL GUIDED SILENT RETREAT! ✨ Suki ata ako ng retreat, I realized. I counted and I’ve been in maybe 20-25 group retreats as a retreatant or as a servant in the last few years. But an individual, guided silent retreat? I wasn’t sure what to expect. I’ve learned to come into retreats with no real expectations other than openness to God. And when you have no expectations, you open yourself to the possibility of being surprised. The Lord has been impressing on me my need to be ministered to. Being in ministry, we tend to give a lot of our time and ourselves to others, sometimes to the point of burnout (when we fail to set healthy boundaries). In talking and praying with people, we constantly ask the Lord, “What do You want me to say to him/her?” or “How can I be of service to others?” But it’s important to let ourselves— in humility— take time off every now and then. To first receive love from Him. To cut down the noise and listen to what He wants to say to us in prayer. To be a Mary sitting at the Lord’s feet. To let God tend to and minister to our own weary hearts. I think prayerful retreats are the equivalent of when Jesus, after preaching to crowds and performing miracles, would go off to lonely places to rest and gather strength for the work up ahead (I have a theory Jesus was an introvert, but that’s for another time 😛). To spend time in prayer and commune with His Father. The individual, guided retreat format was a refreshing surprise; tailored to my specific needs and concerns. I’ve been extolling its virtues to my friends (mga suki din ng group retreats) since! I’d have an appointed time to talk with my retreat guide and spiritual director once a day and based on what we talked about, she’d prayerfully discern what God— the ultimate Spiritual Director— might be inviting me to. Then she’d give me prayer points to consider for the next days. It made me feel so ✨special✨. As someone usually on the giving end of ministry, this time I’m the one receiving. It’s like the Lord turning His focused attention on me and saying, “Hey, I have something to give to YOU. I want to be of service to YOU.” So you sit there and just take it in, relishing and basking in the love God so generously gives. And perhaps for us ministers… sometimes… just sometimes… you don’t *always* have to immediately share it with others. Allow yourself to be loved by God. Let it linger. As a friend (a religious sister) told me post-retreat: CHERISH it. SAVOR it. Wag mong i-ping-pong agad sa iba (or kay Lord). He would want us to receive. I also came out of the retreat with a deeper appreciation for the ministry of accompaniment. How valuable it is to have someone praying, listening, and journeying with you, even in the sometimes solitary paths the Lord takes you. 🥹 Much love to the Cenacle Sisters for the wonderful retreat experience (but this is not a sponsored post lol) and to my SD (whom I met face-to-face for the first time after months of online spiritual direction) 💖 Thank you for being God’s instruments of grace to me! Submitted by: Regina Silva on August 2, 2022 She is an animator who uses her gifts to evangelize and help others make sense of their experiences through her art. Follow her FB page here: https://www.facebook.com/regsilva.art
“Stay CALM… and know He is God!”
What a perfect gospel story as we come together today. Even ever-composed Mary panics and gets anxious as Jesus is not found “with the group/caravan.” 3 days of search, must have been unnerving. But Jesus is calm, oblivious even, at His parents’ anxiety. “Why the worry, didn’t you know I had to be in my Father’s house?” And for today, as we gather, amidst so much uncertainty and doubt and fear around, maybe to tell us, “why the worry, I am here, before the Father – for you! If only… you learn to settle down and trust.” So, Sr Susay, as we celebrate this milestone with you, in this time so uncertain, as you move to an unfamiliar new assignment, I’d say, be like Jesus, our model and goal, stay CALM!!! Stay Consistent, Appreciative, Loving, Merciful. C-A-L-M. C – Stay Consistent As you look back to a vocation journey so mysterious, so difficult to explain yet so beautiful, a story with different twists and turns – we are here primarily because of God’s faithfulness beyond our own. And so, the only return we can offer is also to try to live a life of fidelity and consistency to and with Him. Far from perfect yet what we offer, we offer wholeheartedly. Holding close to heart always that which is beautiful, steady – God’s very presence Himself. We are able to live faithfully, consistently when we fix our gaze upon Him and Him alone. Then everything else becomes relative. A- Stay Appreciative In a world that has become more and more toxic, frustrating – there is always the temptation to give in to the negativity, suck life out of people, complain about almost everything. But not in our vocation. We are always invited to bear witness to the joy of faith, the joy of our believing. Our faith is a joyful faith, after all we are children of Easter morn. It is a joy that emanates from grateful hearts, appreciative hearts. And when we begin to see the world with eyes of gratitude, we begin to forge hearts of hope, hopeful hearts – because we can claim nothing as our own – our achievements, our gifts as much as our shadows, everything become but possibilities… because of love. And in gratitude, we go forth, trusting! L – Stay Loving Ster, please don’t lose that gentle heart of yours – always ready to respond, to care, to risk. Eternally grateful I am for your assistance and support those years at APS. How, in your simple ways, you have accompanied students struggling, lost, tired, how you accompanied us. I am sure you will be missed. (teka, alam na ba nila hehe). Yet, isn’t our vocation precisely rooted in love – being loved first of all by the great lover Himself who brought us all here. Undeserved but lovingly conceded to us, for us.. inviting us. And this is the loving we are called to, our keeping others from shattering. Our loving is hopefully to be that pillar of hope and faith for our hurting world today. To allow ourselves to be that presence that keeps others from crumbling, from feeling lost when all else have become so dark and cold and lonely. M – Be Merciful Mercy is the bedrock of our faith. It is what allows us a glimpse of the Divine. We are here today, Sister, witnessing the very mercy of God. Beyond our woundedness, our personal dramas, here we are… And so we are gently invited to allow our hearts that mercy too. That we mirror in our lives the compassion who is Jesus. Our commitments, our yeses, define the persons we become and are. Imperfect, struggling, yet confident in the love and mercy of this God of ours who invites us to His ministry of loving and keeping His people steady, hopeful and true. Sister, yes, be merciful to others but, knowing you, I pray more especially, be merciful, gentler and kinder to yourself. Sr Susay, as you renew your vows, know we are here with & for you. May our united yes to God’s invitation fuel us to a more inspired ministry & mission! And during those dark moments of disappointments & doubt, just remember, ‘ter – “Stay CALM… and know He is God!” In this mass, we pray. May our gathering this morning be a gathering of love, of hope. May we pray for the gift of fidelity in and for our mission that together, we be God’s very heart in today’s daunting times. Amen. Homily of Fr. IJ Chan-Gonzaga, SJ on the thanksgiving celebration of 25 years in Religious Life for Sr. Susay Valdez, RC at Our Lady of Pentecost Parish | 25 June 2022
Solidarity
Homily on Solemnity of the Body and Blood of Christ | 18 June 2022 by Fr Tony Moreno, SJ “You Filipinos eat five times a day” – a Jesuit tertian from overseas tells me. I was struck to hear this. But actually, at times, it is six times a day we eat if we include the midnight snacks. Eating is a human activity not only to satisfy one’s hunger. It is an expression of fellowship or solidarity. Eating alone is fine, now and then, but if one eats alone all the time, one begins to wonder what is happening. In the eyes of the self-righteous, one unacceptable deed of Jesus is eating with sinners and tax collectors. He breaks the barrier that separates the sinners from the rest of the community by having meals with the unclean and ostracized. Note also the parable of the loving father, after the father and son reconcile, there is a celebration. There is a grand party, much to the dismay of the elder brother. The meal becomes a gesture of solidarity. It is the same spirit behind the Gospel today. The feeding of the multitude is important for Jesus because it is a perfect ending after healing the sick. While his disciples were quick to dismiss them, Jesus finds a way to feed them and celebrate. There is fellowship and solidarity. In Jewish custom, the passover meal is a celebration of God’s liberating power. The night before exodus is a solemn one for God shows the saving power never before the Jewish people have experienced. God enters their world to accompany them. This is a great expression of solidarity. As we celebrate the Solemnity of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ, we likewise call to mind the greatest act of solidarity for all time, God’s unbreakable love for all of us. Jesus uses the meal as an eternal symbol of God’s indwelling in our midst. It is no longer the lamb that we partake but Jesus himself. It is no longer simply a nation (such as the Jewish people) that God commits to love but the whole of humanity and creation including you and me. Jesus becomes food and drink for the nourishment of our life and mission. He commands us: “Do this in memory of me.” He asks us to bring to life the message of God’s unbreakable love. Forgetfulness of God’s enduring love is a great sin. It is an act of ingratitude. Our continuing fragmentation and division as a people is an indication that the wounds of hatred and sin are still there. We partake of Jesus’ body and blood, he lives on in us, but at times, our lives are so marked by hatred and intolerance. Sadly this is still happening in our society after the elections. Ironically, last April, after celebrating 500 years of Christianity in our country it was a moment of grace, but in no time, we showed to the whole world how much we hated those who did not share our political preference. I see good friends who are no longer on speaking terms. I see siblings and relatives who have become enemies. Pardon becomes difficult to ask and equally difficult to give. This runs counter to the spirit of our celebration today. Our celebration of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ such as this Eucharist we are celebrating cannot be simply a personal or private act without anything to do with building our community. It can bring us closer as a community. It can heal our brokenness as a people as we call to mind God’s unbreakable solidarity and love for us. May our celebration of the meal of Jesus be a summit and source of healing and reconciliation. It is the highest form of solidarity which can heal hatred and division.
Pentecost Sunday
Homily on The Feast of Pentecost by Fr Arnel Aquino, SJ Cenacle Retreat House | 4 June 2022 I had a tooth extracted two days ago. I know. Sad. In the past, dentists were bunot-happy, remember? Konteng sakit, bunot. Konteng bulok, bunot. These days, extraction is the last resort of good dentists. They try to save a toot as much as they, even if it’s dead. They root canal it, fill it, cap it, anything to keep it just where it is. But alas, my dentist saw a fracture on my tooth, top to bottom. When a tooth fissures top to bottom, it cannot be saved. It has to come off. It’s hopeless. It’s irredeemable. Buti na lang, hindi bunot-happy ang Diyos natin, ‘no? Imagine if he were? When we’ve become such a pain to others, when we start infecting them, corrupting them, a bunot-happy God would extract us from the face of the earth. People are better off without us being such a burden. The space we leave behind? God could always fill that up with much better people, people who are more faithful, to him, kinder to others, steadfast in their love & service. But you & I, we’re often unfaithful, unkind, unloving, & uncharitable. So, thank God, he’s not bunot-happy. Kahit gaano tayo kasama, sa kaila-ilaliman ng ating pagktao, gusto pa rin nating mabuhay, lalo na para sa mga mahal natin sa buhay. And you know, God honors that. For good or for ill, he honors that. Secondly, such good news that no matter how fractured we are—top to bottom, sideways, inside out—to God, we’re still savable. To be fair, not all our cracks are our fault, no. The sins of family, community, the world have split & torn us apart. Nonetheless, we fissure also because of our own immoral, self-serving, & self-aggrandizing choices, both as individuals & as a community, as a country, even. Alam na alam na natin kung ano, sino, at saan anag makakasama sa atin, sige pa rin tayo nang sige. D’un pa rin tungo natin. Ang tigas ng ulo natin. ‘Di tayo matuto-tuto. But even then, we never forfeit our redeemability. Not to God, anyway. Sometimes, to be franck with you, I wish God didn’t give bad people such long lives, especially bad politicians. Sometimes, I wonder why politicians who are obviously bulok are still around & thriving. But just as divine benevolence is a mystery, human redeemability is also a mystery only God understands. If there’s one thing God is “incapable” of doing, maybe it’s to restrain himself from saving us. Kung sa bagay, ‘yun naman ang pangalan niya dito sa lupa, ‘di ba? Jesus. Yeshua. God saves. Many, many Catholics believe that when Jesus ascended to the Father, he has since been saving us by remote control…from heaven. The remot control is the Holy Spirit. I often ask the graduating class in LST: “What does the Holy Spirit look like? What does he do? How does he behave?” They stare at me like a I have three heads! But there’d always be one brave soul who’d answer: “Father, dove? Father, the Spirit hovers over us, enlightens us & empowers us?” So, the Holy Spirit is some bird-like avatar of God & has only two missions: light & power. Meralco? First of all, the Holy Spirit has a face, a human face. And this is the face of Jesus. The Holy Spirit in fact isJesus; not bird, not just “light” or “wind” or “energy.” Secondly, Holy Spirit does more than light & power. If the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Father & Son, then, the Holy Spirit also saves! Whatever Jesus did in his earthly life over 2000 years ago, he still does today as the Holy Spirit. The Spirit heals our illness, fills our hunger, consoles our grief, reconciles us, unites our family & community—the very same way Jesus did back in his day. When Jesus “sends” us the Spirit, it is Jesus’ very Self who comes down to us, to be with us, yes, but also to dwell within us—regardless of our biyak, bitak, putok, baho, tigas ng ulo, katangahan, kasakiman. The Holy Spirit has a name after all. His name is Jesus. Yeshua. God saves. Hindi pa po tapos ang Diyos sa atin, sisters & brothers. We should never despair & think that we’re irredeemable, both as individuals & as a country. In God’s eyes, the world always needs saving because we always need saving, & very often from ourselves. Kung dumating man ang panahon when we finally make the right choices, whether in moral acts, correct behavior, or during elections—our right choices do not end the Spirit’s redemptive mission. We know ourselves only too well. Despite making right choices, we will eventually hurt each other. We will become cynical. We will resort to unkind behavior. And yes, we will try to extract people we reckon are irredeemable. So, all the more reason we need a constant Pentecost—a yearly Pentecost, a monthly Pentecost, a daily Pentecost: that divine outpouring of God’s very self on all of us, in spite of ourselves. And so, we prayer: Come, Holy Spirit. Fill the hearts of your faithful & kindle in us the fire of your love. Send forth your Spirit & we shall be created. And you shall renew the face of the earth.” Amen.
The Upper Room
Homily on The Feast of Our Lady of the Cenacle | 4 June 2022 by Fr Oliver Dy, SJ In Jerusalem of the time of Jesus, it was typical for the house owners in the city to own a second floor or an upper room to be rented out to pilgrims. It is in such a room that the Last Supper was held and many other occasions, the disciples celebrated in the Upper Room for the feasts in Jerusalem, thus, also the name Cenacle or dining room. It’s in this Upper Room that the election to replace Judas, the betrayer, was held. And it was also in such a room where “All these [the apostles] were constantly devoting themselves to prayer, together with certain women, including Mary, the mother of Jesus, as well as his brothers.” The Upper Room. I would like to share my thoughts related to this Upper Room which for me symbolizes and mirrors the heart of Mary, Mary of the Cenacle. That there is a certain congruence of meaning of the Upper Room and the heart of Mary related to the three gifts of the Cenacle – Apostolic Service, Prayer and Community Life. First of all, the Upper Room is a holy space between heaven and earth. It is grounded on the earth and yet also elevated above it to indicate a sense of perspective and spiritual transcendence. The Upper Room is grounded on the cry of the people who cry and with the groan of creation, so the vibrations of the earth, as it were, is felt in this Upper Room, and yet this Upper Room is also the meeting place between heaven and earth or rather the meeting place or the point of transition between the old heaven and old earth and a new heaven and a new earth. The Upper Room’s sense of apostolic service is that place where the old is transformed into the new. The Upper Room symbolizes the hill country of Judea where Mary visited Elizabeth in the sense that it is elevated and here, Mary’s Magnificat was heard for the first time, the revolution of the heart and the reversal of order in the world. And this perspective and this vision of Mary continues here in the upper room in a new way, in the apostolic service. There’s both a typical distance from the earth and yet also a certain typical intimacy. One should not succumb to the subtle temptations of the world but to live amidst them with a sense of perspective of Mary. And so, it is in the sense of spiritual deviation with the world that we can transform into a new heaven and a new earth just like Mary did in her time. The second one is the Upper Room is the place of prayer. As it is located in this in-between space, the heaven and earth, it is the place of radical openness related to the virtue of hope and the act of waiting. The radical openness to God’s possibilities. Not so much to give in to the earthly projects in the act of presumptiveness or over-planning like the apostles did or thought when Jesus ascended, “Would He restore the kingdom of Israel?” It’s not that, rather, the radical openness to something totally new , totally unheard of. An openness by that which came forth from the heart of Mary from the womb, that Incarnate God himself, something unthought of before. This radical openness demands that we detach ourselves from our earthly project and have that clear space for prayer. The German word for this is “abgeschiedenheit” or “detachment” in English. The word is “gelassenheit” or “letting things be”. Not to give in, on the other hand, to utility and despair but to allow our pondering in prayer, the gradual pondering while waiting to allow the plan of God to unfold in His due time. So, we must maintain that radical openness in prayer like Mary in the Upper Room. Finally, Mary and Community life. In the year 2018, Pope Francis also declared Monday after Pentecost as the Feast of Mary as Mother of the Church, and it is also related to the Feast of the Cenacle in this Upper Room where Mary became part of the emergent Church and in fact, became also a witness to the maturation of the disciples, the apostles in the Spirit. They were with one accord, a single heart. And this means spiritual conversation and fruits of prayer. I can imagine Mary sharing the stories about her Son to encourage the apostoltes. I can hear Mary entering into dialogue with the apostles in the spirit of the Lord’s absence. I can see Mary co-discerning in their fellow pilgrims here on earth. Mary was at the side of the apostles. She was with the apostles. She was companion to the apostles. She was telling the apostles, “You are not alone, I am here, your mother.” She died with the apostles and lived with the apostles at their side. The word Paraclete incidentally is someone called to one’s side. I can imagine the Paraclete as somebody beside us. Somebody who strengthens us when we need strength. Someone who speaks for us like a lawyer. Paraclete symbolizes God by our side. In the same way, Mary in community life is a woman, a person by the side, beside the apostles, being with, being together with the apostles in the place of prayer, in the place of emerging apostolic service. In this Mass today, let us pray for the spiritual blessings related to this Upper Room, that symbolizes and reflects the very heart of Mary, Mary in the Cenacle, apostolic service, in prayer and community life.









